Lonely Christmas with crying smile ♥

Happy Merry Christmas !

wish you guys all the best and enjoy your day *winkssss*

Hello hello, Sorry for ignored my blog always.

Im kinda lazyyyyyyy to update new post because i have nothing to post.

Sorry for those who always visit my blog. ((:

--------------------speechless *lmao*----------------------

Ohh yea,many peoples ask me is it single still lately and I answered YESHH ;

but wadafarkk they are fucking mistrust me !!

They said impossible and some of them thought that I am a play girl.

WADAHYELLL ><

I want to tell you guys here that I'm really SINGLE right now !!

*because of some reasons*

I didn't go out for countdown and hang out with any people ;

because I have no friends -__-

(( i mean good friends ))

So where was I countdown and did what when christmas eve or christmas day?

Come,I'm going to tell you TRUTH !

#1 Stay at home and countdown-ed alone at home with my lovely facebook.

#2 I didn't receive any pressie and never received !

#3 Nobody invite me to hang out except those strangers.

#4 Can't feel any warmness of Christmas.

#5 Ate asam laksa at home alone !

#6 Nobody call me to wish me Merry Christmas.

#7 Edited my blog on Christmas day ! means today with whole day.

#8 I didn't have any boyfriend to let me prepare pressie for.

#9 Nobody going to gift me any christmas pressie.

#10 Wishing Santa Claus will give me a lovely boyfriend before valentine.

I think here it is what I've did today and yesterday !

It's freaking bored right? :DD

LOL

Lastly,gonna tell you guys ( i mean girls ),

Dont easily get trusted to a boy because he may hurt you deeply !

Stay far away a lilbit from those boys.

*took from my experiences*

So gotta stop here because I have nothing to write already.

Bye peeps !

Happy Merry Christmas & God Bless You !

WTH

WTH I think I'm fatter one day than one day !! I'd been using the most healthy ways to diet already !

Today is the 4th day ; and I haven't decrease my weight but I think is increasing...... 

I sport, I walk, I stand,I jogging,I eat less,I didn't eat any sweeties..........BUT WHY ?!!!

WTF &WTH with these !

I am so mad nowwwwww. My pants is tighter one than one D:

And my "bold" leg driving me crazy ! shit

But even though like it seems like failed but I will never give up !!!!

This is the 1st time I do a matter with a very seriously status !

So I will be success !!

About work

It's quite nice because I can stand it for 2 days.

And today is the third day and tomorrow is the last day (;

And after this I will get my salary tomorrow !!

Woohooooo HOORAY~

But I need to return to my friends because I owe him and her.

And others give my mama (;

I am a good girl XP

So hmm........

Oh yea My muscles still very painful. But better than yesterday much more.

And I hope will recover tomorrow because I must sports at Monday and next to Monday !!!

DIET PLAN IS PROCESSING !

So heycha guys I am going to stop here.

And maybe I will take some pics of work and upload at tomorrow. (:

Byebye =3=

fml

I feel like don't wanna go for work today and tomorrow and after tomorrow !!
Because I really dislike the superior much and the job.
Yea I think that is a not hard job but I really hate the superior. blahblahblah %^@%^E#T!
Not hate but dislike ! And now my whole body's muscle is painful ; it really kill me !
I don't want to work lahhhhhh mummy );
But if I ffk how can I take my salary for yesterday? fml
Some more the job has two break time and it is 20mins for once !!!
OHSHIT how can I finish my meal by 20mins?!
It is unhealthy and my stomach not yet digest >__________<
And the most point is I AM ON DIET PERIOD !! I should eat one meal with very slowly and healthy !!
*sigh* RM80 per day ! I really can give up it );
But how's about my salary for yesterday? *cry
Somebody help me????????????



GOD BLESS ME pleaseeeee~~~~

1stWorkDay;Third Day

*Drinking honey~~~~

Just back from work at Alor Star Mall.From PC Expo company. *sigh* It's too tiring day.
My whole body's muscles freaking pain ; And I really hate my big tummy !!!!!
How to make it smaller? I am on diet but it looks bigger one day than one day. *sigh*
Is it called edema? I hope it is !! Because period is coming to me soon :x
And my weight is keeping increase these few days ! It really make me feel mad & sad.
But I will try my best to keeping good mood anytime ((:
Today never sports ; because of WORK !! fml
I have to work 3 more days It is damn damn bored and I dislike my superior much because she has bad discreet.
And yea My body's muscle is painful the whole day !! I think tomorrow and after tomorrow too.
It's really killed me when i am walking. *sigh*
Feel like wanna to have a comfortable spa. LOL

My diet plan doesn't success much for today because I never sports today and I think I ate much.
Because I saw my tummy bigger again. *sigh*
And now I am going to sleep now.
Have to wake up on 7.00am and work at 9.30am. TIRED !
Feel like wanna borrow credit card from my aunt to buy HP netbook and SONY CYBER-SHOT T99 !!
I love it much =3=
Anyway,I have to rest now seriously !
Goodbye all. See you~ and will be update on tomorrow again if I still feeling well (;


Goodnight babies.    *mua

Diet Diary-FirstDay

Halo babies,before I start the topic today,

I would like to share you guys a damn pretty & awesome girl !

See how awesome she is !

And you may take a guess ((:

You guys have the answer?

Yea,it's right !!

She is LEAH DIZON !!

Hoorayyyyy~

She is damn damn awesome

Angel facing and devil body. <3

I wish to be like her !!

But I think actually I am dreaming now. lol

*just ignore what I said :x

Here's her small intro (;

Leah Dizon, 

born September 24, 

1986 is an American-born gaijin tarento, singer, and gravure idol in Japan.

Born and raised in Las Vegas, Nevada, 

she moved to Tokyo, Japan in 2006 to pursue an entertainment career 

and made her recording debut on Victor Entertainment later that same year.

See,she has a perfect body !!

I admire her so so much <3

And she will be the target of mine. *means diet target. lol

I will keep it up to having a nice body shape too =3=

Wish me please guys ((;

So going next on is about me.

I am not going to post any picha of mine today because kinda bored to take an ugly. fml

A stupid face with a stupid spec so it is equal to an idiot !

Yea,Im talking about myself. XDD

So im gonna to change myself (:

Today is the first day i started to change myself.

I means diet & having a nice body shape and slimming body (:

But im kinda disappointed and almost despair when i saw my big tummy when bath.

However if I give up the possible chance to change myself,then i sure i must be a fatty forever !!

So just let's try it.

I did a daily timetable for myself last night.

I found many information about healthy diet and so on to figure out my daily timetable !

And lastly I finished it ((:

So today i woke up on 8.30am,it was late !

Because i set up myself must be wake up by 7.30am D:

I am freaking tired because i had a late sleep last night with chatting with someone. lol

So after wake up,I drink a big cup of water that mix with some salt.

Informations showed me that it is works if you have constipation.

And then brush my dear teeth for 3 minutes at least (:

Having my breakfast after half-hour brushing my teeth and it was 8.00am.

then,start to do housework.

I spent 2 hours to finished it ! Wowww it reduce 400 calories ((:

And after half-hour again I went bath. And then start massage my big big tummy ! fml

Then online :DD

Btw I was waiting my mum cook the lunch for 4 hours !!

It's over my time to have lunch *sigh

But finally she cook meehun ;D

Ate some only for no any hunger.

Then I never sit after ate because it may cause our tummy bigger !

So i stood for whole day almost D:

After an hour,I having my sports.(massage,rope skipping,jogging without any movements & so on)

But there's only take half-hour !!! Because i really can't stand for it.

I felt like my hearts going to pop out D:

So i stopped it better.

Then start massage my legs to prevent it looks muscular.

It's super duper thirsty after sport !!

BUT we cant straight drink any drinks yet, need to wait after half-hour !

So just waiting the time pass faster @@

Then I keeping massage my whole body of course ((:

And standing.

I had my dinner at 7.00pm !

But I am freaking hungry right now. fml -___-

But I will just drink milo later (;

So that's all & tonight i am going to massage my tummy again before sleep. ((:

Here's some tips to share with the persons who wanna diet.

*Don't straight drink water after eat !

*Don't eat too full.

*Stand an hour at least after having meals.

*Do some sports and don's always sit on the chair.

*Please take a bath before you have your meals.

*Sleep early & wake up early ! (the most important)

So if you wanna diet or keep fit just follow the tips I listed.

Hope we will success !!

& have a slim body like Leah Dizon !!!! XDD

So keep it up together darlingsss (; *winks

Here's our target !

Paste it all in your room's wall XD

Bye, Muacksssssss =3=

*forgot to wish all SPM students good luck XP

Good luck dears (:

The shopping day ♥

Hello guyssss *again xD

I will share something cute stuff that I bought at Butterworth when shopping with my sisters.

So here is it. *look the pics

The necklace with lace-RM15

It's quite cute <3

I love it muchhhh~

Earings- 4 for RM10

It is quite nice too.

Its design with some flowers (rose)

Pink earing-RM7.50

It is quite girly and cute -3-

I bought one is because my sister's bf bought another one with other pattern ((:

Clothes-RM25

I like this muchhhh ((:

It can match with a legging and can show our shoulder. :D

Dress-RM60

It is quite princess style =3=

It's looks pretty and nice.

But it doesn't really suit me because I am fat enough )):

So feel like want to sell out. lol

So all the day I spent RM100 plus plus.

Awww``bankrupt )):

I feel like want to buy shoes but the shoes really kill my pocket.

So i give up and find others cheaper bahhh ((:

It quite like cute style I used to be normally.

But I wanna be more mature )):

But but but I cant give up the cute stuff~~~~~~~

fml D:

Anyway,I had finish my blogging already.

And we meet next time ((:

Byeeee babies ♥

Miss Fera.Kyle

Hello guys~~

I am Miss Fera Kyle who is in 18 years old this year , means 2010.

Now, I am staying at Alor Star,Kedah which in M'sia with my whole family.

I am not a student yet after my form 5 graduation,

and yea I didn't work because I am damn lazy to go out work.

That's why I am always being EMO through twitter or facebook DD:

Because I have alotsa free time to think out some nonsence, baby.

Uhmm,I am a girl. *of course I am -____-

Ohh yea,I am really still single yet. Somebody are not trust me of this. lol

And and and I have 3 sisters and I am the second one.

I love fashion much ♥♥

That's a simple simple intro for me woww.

I am going to crazy now because I am too bored freak.

I was spend my whole day at home everyday. fml

So I made a fool things that is intro myself at here. *chill.

The picture above is took by FeraKyle yesterday.

HAHAHAHA sitting in a seafood restaurant which locate in front of a beach.

And watching sunset then taking picture using the sun light. lol

I did wore lens and I wore Sugar Candy Pink in this picture.

And I did a simple eye-make-up only.

I swear I didnt have any foundation or blusher on my face.

It's is natural !! *winks

Here's my eye-make-up

And here's the beautiful sunset.

Yesterday went Butterworth for shopping with my sisters.

Bought some stuffs and I will share with you guys on the next post. ((:

So I am going to have my dinner now.

Bye babies ! ♥♥

Hello~~

我又上來了 XDD

最近好懶惰更新因為想不到東西讓我更新 -____-

上面的妝是我最新嘗試 也是化得最成功的妝 XD

可是化不完整因為我只化眼睛底妝那些都沒放 囧

所以看起來鼻子好塌 我沒鼻子 )):

啊算了下次再接再厲 XDD

最近想找工作了

想嘗試不要活在自己的世界里 ((:

想給自己一個新的嘗試&生活

不過還找不到工作 囧

剛出去吃飯的時候跟媽媽吵架 -____-

不過算是我們的溝通方式 XD

吵完過後感情變好了 我們這對母女老是要吵架感情才會變好 囧

特別吧 XDDD

最近想染頭髮噢噢噢～～

因為我朋友說如果我染了比較淺色的頭髮應該看起來會比較成熟 XDD

所以我在打算染髮 :DD

就染比較亮色的吧 用那個現在蠻流行的LIESE泡泡染髮劑 ((:

打算去選淺色系來染 :D

可是有點怕不上色也怕頭髮壞掉 囧

更何況我在留長髮 長了過後又得染多一次 -____-

所以還在考慮中 XDD

感覺上我又要打最近了 我好多最近 囧

我現在學習保養 :D 保養自己的皮膚那些

怎麼樣我還是希望可以成熟點

我希望下次人家再見到我都會說:

"哇～～你成熟很多耶" xDD

然後我還要學穿高跟鞋 :D

OHHYESHHH 我在計劃我的計劃 HAHAHA

我好多計劃 囧

好了不說了 我好懶惰打字 -____-

BYE啦各位 晚安 <3

Totally & Seriously

I was freaking bored and I am fucking bored at home for whole day ! D:

SIGH

Keeping online and chatting with friends.

LOL

Somemore online-shopping D:

Saw many things need to buy for me.

But it's need a big fee *at least big fee for me.

Dolly Wink & MAC & Bobbi Brown & Candy Doll & Melliesh & Maybelline & Chacotte &Majorlica Majorca for make up.

Anna Sui for perfume.

Medermah for scars. *i think i had wrong spelling

Liese for hair colour.

Shoes for legs.

Lotions for body.

Skin care products for skin.

Lens for my small eyes.

Hair curler for hair.

Gym & Swim for diet.

OMGGOOOODDDD~~~~

I need many things D:

SIGH

I want change change change.

TOTALLY and SERIOUSLY !!

I need money i need work;

I need a freaking busy life.

GOING TO CHANGE MYSELF BECOME AN ADULT.

Even mind or looks.

Go ahead !!  GOGOGO~

Everyone please waiting for me.  ;DD

BYEEEEEEE 

*idk actually my post was very short D: Sorry guys

waiting_______ )):

Hi guys,goodnight -3-

I know i am freaking late to blogging, still.

But feel like wanna to blog somethings out )):

Yeayea something moody.

I am waiting for a person to say goodnight with me D:

Although I know he wont say with me tonight.

But i am still waiting for him D:

Am i stupid right? :x

Yea,i recognize it. ((:

Aww``I am damn freak tired right now.

My eyes almost close already but still waiting D:

Uh~~~the reason for waiting? IDK too )):

Hmphx,i am freaking moody and tired right now.

I miss him badly !!  D:

Anyway, I need to rest !

He wont like to see me tired too -3-

So guys,GOODNIGHT !!

I am going to sleep already.

Bye guysssss -3-

041110 ♥ ( KL 19/10-02/11 )

Hello guys, 很抱歉很抱歉好久好久沒上來更新了

很抱歉手提電腦像素不是很好 囧

大家有沒有發現我臉變圓了嗚嗚

自從從KL回來過後肥了差不多3公斤啊 我的天

所以我得在兩個月之內減掉最少5公斤啊拜託

至於爲什麽是兩個月因為我要在新年前瘦下來 啊哈

然後儘量在這兩個月裏面改變改變 不過這句話我好像說了好久 囧

聽慣就罷聽慣就罷 xDD

話說回來 我在KL認識了好多很好很好的朋友 很開心認識他們

額 其實不是在KL認識的 是在ALOR STAR工作時候認識的夥伴

他們人超好說 -3- 很疼我很照顧我 好愛他們 ♥♥♥♥♥

我現在有好多話想跟他們說嗚嗚

我就寫在這篇博客裡邊吧 不懂他們會不會看到 )):

不過希望他們會來看看下給他們知道我有多愛他們 -3- HOHO

噢糟糕 我不曉得該放誰第一位 囧

啊算了就我的.......

第一位 當當當當 

我的寶貝CLAUDIA姐姐 -3-

嘿姐姐 我又要跟你們說話說一大堆了 -3-

不要說我talkative喲 xDD

姐姐姐姐 我好想念你 )): 我有很多東西要問你要跟你說

在這裡很不方便說因為是我們兩個的秘密 xDD

下次跟你說我們的秘密 我們說爹地&HUBHUB的壞話 噓~~

姐姐 你不要一直emo噢 我又不在那邊你emo沒人會知道的 )):

而且你每次emo我都會很怕你 囧

我怕你的話我就不敢跟你說話 你要我不跟你說話咩 )):

所以你還是不要emo好 -3- 有事sms我 我手機為你而開 xDD

還有還有啊 我會好好照顧好你送給我的PANDIEE的 -3- 

我會很疼他 我會喂他吃飯 他不乖我拉他耳朵打他屁股幫你教訓他 xDD

嗚嗚真的好想念你 /-\

下次我去KL一定跟你撒嬌撒到你怕 xDD

HOHOHO 因為我這裡沒人給我撒嬌  )):

嗚嗚嗚 I miss you so much jieh jieh ♥

你在那邊要好好照顧自己&照顧memo xDD

要吃東西蛤 不要因為emo不吃東西我會生氣 :x

你不吃我也不吃 xDD

現在我很健康的過每一天

早餐吃媽媽煮的營養餐 午餐吃一點點飯 晚餐吃幾塊餅乾 xD

我想我應該可以瘦 我還要做運動還要學跳舞!!

還有還有 最後一個很重要的 姐姐我要請教你保養的東西 T^T

我也要美美~~~~~~ xDD

CAT姐叫我請教你 HOHO 下次你教我蛤 -3-

我愛你 你愛memo 我們是happy family xDD ♥♥♥

第二位 當當 是最最最瞭解我的CATHERINE CAT姐 -3-

CAT姐CAT姐 你是我的模範

我們有些性格很相似 -3- 所以我真的把你當我姐姐&知己的 ((:

因為你很有親切感跟你很舒適因為在你面前不需要偽裝 ♥

有你在我就會很安心我不懂爲什麽 感覺你可以為我擋風擋雨 HAHAHA

CAT姐 記得我們說過的話 我們一起加油 xDD

還有我會一直記住你教我的東西 說的每一句話我都會學習反省

謝謝你教我很多東西 CAT姐 -3-

之前還以為你很有距離感 所以都不敢跟你說話 可是現在最能真心說話的就是你了 ♥

還有你妹妹 -3- 我也好想念你們嗚嗚

你們也要好好照顧自己喲 跟你妹妹說我在等他的答案 讀什麽科目 xDD

我們要一起看帥哥的 HOHOHO

下次我上去KL的時候我們三個一起研究帥哥吧 HAHAHA ♥

你也要吃東西噢 不要爲了減肥餓壞 -3- 雖然這句話是你對我說的 xDD

住你家真的感覺很好 -3- 可以跟你們說話聊帥哥 :D

真希望我們的下一次快點到 -3- 你們不要忘記我啊 )):

打勾勾～～～ :D

第三 當當 就是我的EDWIN爹地

其實是我單方面叫他爹地 囧  他一直叫我不要叫他爹地 xDD

可是我還是叫他爹地 :x

爹地 我也是想念你 雖然一顆心要分成給5個人可是都是一樣多的你放心 xDD

HAHAHA

爹地爹地 謝謝你教我很多人生大道理 xD

不過這一趟我們也比較少說話我也長大了好不好 不要當我小孩子 哼

我沒有變串啦 是你變串才對 信息都不回覆嗚嗚

我知道你忙啦 我只是撒嬌撒嬌 :x

你說過的每一句話我也會記住的 然後每晚反省一下下

所以我每天晚上都得想你 你看你看我多好 還說我串 哼 )):

對了對了 我幫你按摩按到我拇指那邊黑青 你看我多可憐 /-\

還不會疼我 還說要捏我要打我 )): 我是你女兒也你那麼忍心噢 T^T

虧我對你那麼好 嗚嗚

算了算了 我很大方的不跟你計較hahaha

爹地 你駕車要小心哈 然後不要老是抽煙很臭耶 少抽點省錢又健康點 xD

爹地 謝謝你在我上KL的時候幫忙照顧我 -3- 我愛你蛤 么么 xD

你在那邊也要照顧好自己厚 ♥

當當當當 第四 就是L.CHOON HUBHUB ♥

HAHAHA 其實他是我GORGOR xD

可是我就是叫他HUBHUB 因為我們兩個都愛玩 HOHO

HUBHUB 你肩膀好好躺 -3- 你要好好利用賣肩膀不要賣屁股了 xDD

你的屁股不好賣肩膀會比較好賣點我想 HAHAHA

啊我好想念你的肩膀也好想念你的手臂 xDD

都不想念你 :x

啊其實有一點點啦 xD

還是很謝謝你照顧我呀在KL的時候都是你一直在看著我 xDD

很謝謝你啦HUBHUB ♥

我要SAYANG~~~~~~  xD

很想念你的SAYANG ;x

還有你肚子的肥肉 XDD

我全部都想念就是沒有想念你 :x

誒誒誒 我都告訴你了她喜歡你你又不信 你看看現在答案出來了吧 xDD

笑死我了那天晚上 HAHAHA

因為我好人所以現在我幫你了 xD

快謝謝我吧 有我這樣好的妹妹& deardear你真的是賺到咧 HAHAHA

OK吧 你看我多有義氣 哼哼

你在那邊也要保重呀你不過不擔心你因為有claudia姐姐會照顧你會管你 -3-

少抽點煙就是了 老大不在看你跟誰拿煙 xDD

所以到最後你還是要好好照顧自己喂 -3-

幫我看好你媽咪呀~~~~ :x

HAHAHA

來一張闔家歡 OHYESH !!

多么溫馨的大合照 xDD

好喜歡這張 -3-

全員都在 :DD

我愛你們 ♥♥♥ -3-

說實在的還是得感謝F&N Season公司 -3-

感謝感謝給我認識那麼多朋友 ((:

我們工作合照 :D

那個高佬是EDWARD 他真的西北無敵高

不懂他是不是人 xDD

不過他是真的蠻好人一下 幫了我很多忙 -3-

Edward 謝謝你蛤 ♥

UHM,還有一些人物的其實

就在我逗留在KL的后四天 他們也陪在我身邊照顧我 ((:

♥ CHANG BEER ♥ 28/11-31/11

就是 CASSANDRA cassie & Melvin Daddy ♥

跟cassie工作時候拍的 ((:

跟Melvin daddyyyyy~~~ ((:

還有一些工作上的朋友 ((:

兩位美女姐姐 -3-

很可愛的姐姐們 我是最小的 )): 嗚嗚

我最滿意的一張照片 !!  HOHOHO

跟混血兒MONTANA ♥♥♥

很可愛的小子 :DD

這趟去了KL學到很多東西也認識到很多朋友

很開心 ((:

謝謝你們大家喲 -3- ♥♥♥

KEEP IN TOUCH :DD ♥

最重要的還是我那4位重要人物 ((:

我愛你們 MUACKZ ♥♥♥♥♥

不要忘記我哈你們 )):

我會難過嗚嗚

最後最後 就當然寫回我自己了

我要開始學習保養全身上下照顧自己的健康

然後減肥然後每天運動然後找事情做來充實自己

除了打工 因為我很懶多啊啊啊 我更好在家裡幫忙我媽媽 xDD

我很孝順 HOHO

打算在兩個月之內減掉8公斤 不過不懂成不成功 但至少也減掉3公斤吧 囧

42KG 你等我啊 不要越跑越遠嗚嗚

好了好了 撒嬌時間完畢 博客時間也完畢

是時候滾回去現實了 )):

大家再見再見大家 我會很想念你們的嗚嗚

你們也要想念我喲 -3- ♥♥

031110 ♥

好久好久好久沒在自己博客逗留了
感覺好抱歉 開了個博客 卻老是把它給忽略了
前陣子忙著工作 不在自己州屬里
認真來說 不是忙著工作 是忙著去玩 ((:

啊 真抱歉 我不知該從何說起 囧

不過感覺是時候轉換自己了 ((;
別老是當個小孩子 等著別人來依賴
自己依賴自己 滿足感成就感也不錯
不過說的倒容易 我還是改變不了對人家的依賴 很抱歉

我好累我真的好累
不懂爲什麽 整個心情就非常的低落
是不是月經關係 囧
啊 算了不說了 沒有那心情

早安嘍大家 BYEBYE

2 Days 1 Night at Langkawi :-* Part 1

Went Pulau Langkawi 28/09 - 29/09 with sister and her bf ((:

Taken with my sister in ferry which on the way to Pulau Langkawi :DD
I am freaking faint @@






Good journey for me ((:   It's really happy :-)

note

- 我是孤单的懒惰虫；徘徊在寒冷的黑暗中、找寻属于自己的那一片天空。
  
- 想念是一种甜蜜罕痛苦的病。

- 我没有失忆、我只是改变自己；一路寻找自己的情迷。

- 别说对不起；别让我难过了再想如何把我疼惜。

- 当我告诉你我喜欢你，那么代表我不想在一起；当我告诉你我爱你，那代表我愿意把生命交给你。

- 如果一开始就没有娶我的打算、那就不要说一生一世的谎言。

- 你说你爱我、我会相信这一刻你是真心的；你说你爱我一生一世，我会叫你滚回去吃屎。

- 狗改不了吃屎、正适合男生的一句精华。

- 女人总是找台阶给男人下、男人总是找床哄女人上。

到此为止、名句精华。

       Noted-by FeraKyle.

我Fera Kyle不是言之无理、也不是言之有理；只是说的句句都是人生经历。


Fera Kyle :
" 突然灵感一触即炸，如果冒犯到各位请见谅；本人只是以经历过的写出来而已。"

来个FERA绅士系列 (笑)

２nd.生理期

啊啊啊～～～(哀嚎)
今天更糟糕了 第二天 量好多好多 囧
跟我預料的一樣 昨晚真的失眠 但是利用時間努力記住我老公的樣子 ((:
還好 沒有把他完全忘記 不過漸漸的模糊了 (抽泣)
老公啊～～我真的好想念您 (大大大愛)
每次想念老公的時候都會流淚 昨晚也是這樣 哭著哭著就睡著了 ((:
想必老公也想讓我早點睡著吧 所以才讓我想他了 (笑)
老公 我不知道你存不存在 但是謝謝你 還有 我愛你 ♥
昨天晚上 對我來說真的好折磨 直著也不是 翻著也不是 趴著也不是 到底要怎麼睡覺啊 @@
唉～～～～～～～～～～女人啊啊啊啊 (跪地)
誰叫我是女人咩 誰叫女人都要有生理期咩 誰叫生理期都會比較痛苦咩 (哀歎)
算了算了 咱們女人還是認命好吧 無謂再做反抗或埋怨 囧
隔幾天姐姐說要去玩水 看來我還是呆在家當宅女繼續我的博客生活好了 也只有這個方法了 )):

昨天晚上臨睡前看了 我們結婚了 這個韓國的綜藝節目
超好看 我看的是泰國王子Nickhun & Victoria的 這讓我嚴重愛上那位可愛體貼溫柔的泰國王子了 (迷倒)
他的魅力真的很難阻擋 他多么可愛 他多么體貼溫柔 好想當他老婆啊 (流口水)
啊～～～抱歉各位 失態了 (抹口水) 給你們看看他魅力吧 (笑)

帥吧 ((; 看到他我也想當藝人了 啊哈～～～(發夢)
啊不過我沒任何才華 還是算了吧 抹掉抹～～掉 (低頭)
發夢就好 不要給我來真的 (笑)




話說 媽媽要我結束宅女生活 去學美容那些
是蠻有興趣沒錯啦 可是還是得去問問詳情 (笑)
畢竟其實我不愛美容 我只愛化妝那一類的 (撇手)
而且 我跟媽媽說我不想呆在這兒 我想到外面 可是他們都不准
說需要生活費之類的藉口 對呀 其實那都只是藉口 真正原因是怕我學壞在外面亂來吧 (歎氣)
算了吧 我還是一個不能獨立的孩子 爸爸媽媽培育出來的咩 囧
但是 我是真的蠻想自己生活獨立一下 我想徹底享受一個人孤單在外地的滋味 (笑)
我想要嘗試一個人生活 無依無靠的感覺 偶爾回到家人的懷抱的那個感覺
畢竟家人不能陪我到一生 他們也會生老病死 只是他們會用他們的一生扶持我們 (:
更何況我沒想要真正的嫁人生孩子 我只是想一個人生活 再不然就是生個孩子 不一定需要個老公 那樣也會減輕很多麻煩事也會省了很多煩惱存在 一個人的確沒什麼不好 (苦笑?)
不過我承認 我是希望擁有愛情 我渴望那真的小說般或者偶像劇般的愛情 不需要浪漫的追求 只要浪漫的愛我就行了 (: 不過現在是21世紀 不是那個梁山伯與祝英台的世界了 (歎氣)
能信任且依靠的男人真的太少了 也可能或許我還沒遇到 不過我真的不想再談無謂的狗屁膚淺愛情 我要的是真真實實的愛 一顆純真潔白的愛 不過世界黑暗 或許再也找不到了吧(笑)
不過我還是在等待 雖然心裡多么的覺得不可靠 可還是一直在等待 腦袋違背了心肝(笑)


啊哈　我怎麼突然突然的又憂～～～鬱起來了 囧
抱歉抱歉各位 都說了生理期咩 (掃劉海)

我是無伐的小舟 需要個港灣來靠 (;

最後介紹首好聽的歌給大家唄 (:
你不知道的事 - 王力宏

下次見嘍各位ＲＯＳＥＳ (嘟嘴)

ＳＡＹＯＮＡＲＡ～～～～(揮手)

我愛您老公 ♥

１st

啊夭壽喔～～
今天突然就生理期到了，
又嚴重沒心情了　完全活躍不起來　（倒）
不過比之前好多了　至少沒那麼嚴重的經痛　（汗）
順道介紹個牌子給親們　Libresse (:

蠻好用的 :D
大家要記清楚喔 是這個紫色的包裝的
新產品 不過真的很好用就是了 (;
用了不會癢癢的 也不會外流 (拇指)
價錢也很公道 這樣一包12片 馬幣5.25元
親們去試試看吧 (眨眼)

普通不是生理期的時候呢 俺就用這個款式的
Panti liner (: 不錯好用 很薄 重點是用了就不怕來白帶那些了
因為不會弄髒咱們小褲褲 刷小褲褲的時候也不用那麼費力 (笑)
俺現在用慣了 突然有天不用還真的會不習慣 感覺很骯髒 (羞)




順道一提，女生最重要的部位也就是下面 (汗)
所以各位親們要顧好自己的寶貝喲 (: 要注意完全的衛生呢 :DD
所以俺建議各位可以用陰部清洗劑來清洗喔 不過大家別亂用牌子 有些牌子對我們下體不好
就介紹一個俺在用的 Follow Me Female Hygienie Cleanser 味道蠻清新的也香香的 不錯用喔 (:
或者 Eve Female Hygienie Cleanser 也不錯 俺看見某論壇很多人推薦的品牌 大家可以去試試 (:


俺這個月的生理期有些奇怪 經痛沒那麼嚴重
之前都好痛 簡直就是要命那種的 (汗) 但是俺都不吃止痛藥
因為不喜歡 感覺吃多了會有副作用吧 就大多數吃一些甜食
類似餅乾那些 巧克力餅乾 因為俺不吃巧克力 所以就拿餅乾代替 :D
俺今天的零食 不錯吃 父親大人都在賣 所以隨手拿了幾包 (偷笑)

價錢都滿便宜的 xdd
所以吃了這些應該父親大人還不至於會虧本 (笑)

Mini Pocket 這個很甜 不常吃 俺不喜歡吃甜食 不過就爲了生理期而吃的 (:
剩下的蠻好吃 不過好像拿多了 @@
等下給妹妹吃去 (笑)
ROCKY 俺家一大堆 可就是吃厭了 (汗)
換換口味也不錯啦其實 (眨眼)



俺昨天罕家人去了逛街 事實上爲了打發時間才去的 反正在家也沒事干
看見了一個真的超經典的紅色復古小包包 俺好想買 可是妹妹他們說很老土 (汗)
經典小包包 俺下次把你帶回家 你等俺呀～～～～(抽泣)
俺最近很想走那個80-90 年代的路線 感覺好萌 :DD
紅色口紅 高腰短裙 黑色絲襪 白色襯衫 
哇 這搭配真的超經典 大愛啊啊啊啊～～～ (跪地)
話說 俺在找紅色高跟鞋 也超經典 可是俺不會穿高跟鞋 囧
算了 就在家學學吧 反正俺是個全職宅女 多得是時間 啊哈 (贊)
等俺買了再把照片給大家看 真的超經典 (眨眼)

突然好想吃這個 :DDD
超好吃 不過好大一支 (汗)
蠻便宜的 馬幣1.30元
俺喜歡純香草口味的 不喜歡巧克力
因為俺真的超不喜歡巧克力的 (汗)

所以有很多男生問 爲什麽會不喜歡巧克力
俺也不曉得 (大笑)





Awwww``` 第一天 真的好不舒服 俺想今晚肯定來個失眠大作戰了 =口=
啊啊啊啊 好想死啊 (大哭)
雖然有了衛生棉 可俺還是不能很自在的過活 心理作用吧我想 (笑)
啊算了 命啊 (跪地)


精神有問題了俺 真的 ):
昨天太想念未來老公了 爲了一個不知道是否存在的人哭到睡著 @@
可憐 (哭)
可俺真的好想念老公您啊啊啊 您快笑一笑給臣妾看 (擦鼻涕)
我愛您啦老公 (大喊)


我愛您我愛您我愛您我愛您我愛您我愛您我愛您我愛您

臣妾要讓您知道 我真的很愛您 (泣)




再見各位ＲＯＳＥＳ
俺搞emo去了

ＳＡＹＯＮＡＲＡ～～～～

我愛您未老老公 muamua